199 STILL

WHY WHY WHY can't i get past 199lbs i have been here since i got back to 199 last week i go from 199.8 to 199.0 back to 199.8 again why can't i get past it no matter how good i eat and walk its a little frusterating and this is the reason i essed up so badly a few weeks back because i feel like i'll never get past 199 anyways atleast i am back under 200lbs right

Totally screwing it ip

like i knew i would i am having such a hard time keeping my eating under control i don't know where got the willpower from befor ecause its gone now.. i have went from 199 to 205 as of today. grrrr and that last 8lbs took forever to lose teh whole month of april anyways i know its early but all i have eaten so far today is a low fat poptart and a orange juice Thats it for now hopeing to get back on teh wagon and strong i wanted to wear shorts this year damn it and its not looking to good

Again yay

yay 199 again after a week woohoo i am so excited nothing to really report this week i tryed to do better so i can be back out o fthe 200's AGAIN and i did.. I know i need to post her emore than once a week....

damn it

SO for some odd reason the day i weighed in 199.6lbs teh very next day up untill yoday i messed up i gained back a ton of weight i am so mad as far as today i have 3.6lbs to lose to get back to 199 i know that don't sound like much but that last 3lbs took forever to lose....i was 202 fr liek 2 weeks... I am not sure why i screwed up so bad and for so long. But i havn't been able to get back on i guess i'll no better next time cause it deff was not worth it... I feel so disgusted with myself everyone starts complementing me and i blow it all to hell..

So here i am at 203.2 this morning trying to get below 200 again wish me luck oh yeah and on a side not May 1st made 4 months since i started my diet... Now if i can just stay on track