yay

194 today i am doing good eating healthy again and its not botering me yet so today is day 3 or no binging and no soda yay.

The start of a new week.

Well i weighed in yesterday morning at 200.4lbs grrr so i put my foot down and stayed eating good and NO soda yesterday adn today i am at 198.2lbs yay. So right now i am eating a nice healthy bowl of kix with bananas and skim milk and i am gonna try and do thi sthe right way.... I feel good and poitive besides i think i ate almost everything i wanted over the last few weeks so i am not really dying for any bad food. I also walked almost all day yesterday out side... Now i just need to get in a few workouts a week and try and tighten my belly and love handles caude they were getting bigger so i am very poitive this week.\

And thanks Krystle for reading my blog lol no i don't drink ANY water i know i need to start the taste is just so blah lol.

Where the hell

did my will power go I am staving all the time like right after i eat. i am ALWAYS hungry and i cant seem to keep from eating like i was. some part of me knew this was gonna happen again. but i was hoping i could fight it.. weirdly my scale broke 3 days ago so thats why i am not weighing in this week ... Maybe by next week i can get this under control cause if not than i am gonna og right back to 240 just like i did in 2006

hello 200 again

well yup you guessed it i gained 7lbs in 1 week yay thats teh story of my life ok thats it for today i am pissed but oh well

49 lbs down finally

yay on my way down again todays weigh in was 194lbs yay. Today was tough though i was going to mess up just never made it to my destination.. Thank God. i can't believe i have 1lb to go till i ma the 50lbs mark.. I know i still have may hurdles and i am sure ill mess up amillion more times but i will keep going no matter what till i get where i want to be ...