2 lbs up

So due to my stupidness last week and beginning of this week i gained 2 lbs that wont seem to come off big bummer but what ever i just keep telling myself that i can get over and beat this i am not gonna lie i was hoping that i would have been where i was before i messed up but oh well.... So anyways i set my self a new goal of 199 by June 30th so thats like 4 months.... I think i can do i hope i can do it i am so ready to say good bye to the 200's well thats it for now

Bad weekend

Well i adn't messed up in a wile and i decided Thursday to go to McDonalds adn get a sheesburger a small fry adn small coke which was great cause i always get big of everything i was so happy cause i did not gain any weight that day than the next day we hada a appt 2 hours away so again i went to mcdonalds got a double cheesburger,small fry adn large coke again no weight gain but than sat and yesterday i binged all day both days and yup i gained 2lbs i am so mad at myself i had been stuck at 219 for over a week and now i am back to 221 i hope i can jump back fast and lose it cause i am so stressed over it but trying to think positive.. I felt so disgusted with my self.. I feel so much happier adn healthier when i am eating healthy and seeing the #'s on the scale dropping.. So i figured i'd need to get this out and here is the perfect place to do so.....

7 weeks today

and i am down to 219 yay which i have been at for atleast 3 days now but i have also been sick not sure why i am staying the same but i cant complain in 7 weeks i have lost 24 lbs.. I went out and bought a new bra yesterday and am not very happy with it as my boobs just looked screwed up in them but what can i do i havnt wore a bra in over a year just sports bras :( so thats my update for now... oh yeah i had been challenged with food for almost 2 weeks adn i have not given in yet yay me ....

6 weeks today and

19 lbs down it was 20 but i gained 2 oz since yesterday lol no big deal i really need to stop weighing everyday but maybe thats whats keeping me on my tippy toes who knows. I can't believe i made it 6 weeks with only a few mess ups i fel really good and can't wait to get to my goal.... I have more energy although i do need to find a way to incooperate exercise i dont do much of that.. But i am working on ut:)

1 lb

1 lb heavier than last week but thats with losing a few that i gained since too so i am not to dissapointed...

Darn it all

Well i had a pretty bad week and i just couldnt seem to get on track till yesterday so tomorrows weigh in is gonna put me at more than i was last week. I was depressed at 1st but than i realised i am gonna have many ups and downs through out this i have a lot of weight to lose.. SO i am ok with it. I need to plan my meals better and stay away from salty foods which target my binges... Well ill be back to check in tomorrow

Weigh in day

Well 3 lbs since last week is great. I did mess up a couple times which has made my weight stay the same but hey atleast i am not gaining any right. I also bought a nice new scale but unfortunatly its reading different weights all the time oh well

Oh yeah i hit my first mini goal of 229 yay now i am off for hitting my 2nd at 219